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Introduction Kava Spartak
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Family and childhood in Afghanistan
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2.1
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Language at home
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2.2
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Family and household
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2.3
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Occupation of the parents
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2.4
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Scenic expression of Kabul in the 80ies
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2.5
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Afghanistan compared to other countries
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2.6
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Role of religion and politics in the family
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2.7
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Experience of violence as a child
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2.8
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Political atmosphere and uncertainty
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2.9.1
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Experience of escaping as a child
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2.9.2
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Motifs of escaping
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2.9.3
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Preparation for escaping and economical circumstances
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2.9.4
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Memories of Kabul
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3
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Escape
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3.1
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Through Jugoslavia to Germany
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3.2
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The route
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3.3
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Feeling of farewell
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4
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Germany
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4.1
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Arrival in Cologne
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4.2
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Psychological pressure of the trip
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4.3
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Emotional impression at the arrival, fears and hopes
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4.4
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East-Germany after reunification
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4.5
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A new home
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4.6.1
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Asylum application
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4.6.2
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At the asylum home
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4.6.3
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Atmosphere at the asylum home
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5
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German language
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6
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Creating friendships
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7
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Discrimination and racism
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7.1
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Rejection
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7.2
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Retreat from society
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7.3
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Role of language between parents and children
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7.4
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Fear of insult and exclusion
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7.5
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Feeling of home
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7.6
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Recognition by parents
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7.7
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Daily life and systematic racism
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Studies
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8.1
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Graduation (Abitur) in Göttingen
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8.2
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Studying computer science in Bonn
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9
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Atmosphere after 9/11
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9.1
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Traveling to Afghanistan as a Bundeswehr soldier
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9.2
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Relation to Afghanistan before 9/11
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9.3
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German identity
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Afghanistan
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10.1
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Working as a translator
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10.2
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Positive experiences, afghan civilians at the camp
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10.3
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Widening of Afghanistans image
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10.4
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Conflicts at work
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10.5
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Identity, Belonging and work ethics
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10.6
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Conflicts with afghan population
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10.7
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Role as a soldier
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10.8
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Moving to Badakhshan
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10.9
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Departure to Germany and goodbye
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Further education as a linguist in Cologne
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12
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Semester abroad in London and experience of diversity
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13
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Change of the situation in Afghanistan
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14
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Back in Germany
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15
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Feeling of home
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After 2015
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16.1
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Change of image of foreigners and projections after 2015
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16.2
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Racism in recent years
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Afghan-german relationship
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17.1
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Deportation from Germany to Afghanistan
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17.2
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Germanys political interest in Afghanistan
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17.3
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Germanys politics towards afghan refugees
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17.4
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Violence: cultural problem or global problem
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18
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Integration through therapie and education
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19
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Feeling of safety and political commitment
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