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Introduction Saideh Sadat-Lendle
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Family and childhood in Iran
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2.1
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Birth in Zahedan
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2.2
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Growing up and family
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2.3
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Work of the parents
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2.4
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Rituals and festivities
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2.5
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Language at home
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2.6
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School
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2.7
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Especially happy day
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2.8
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Mother
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2.8.1
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Mothers premature marriage and escape to Teheran
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2.8.2
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Role of mother as an example for female emancipation
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2.8.3
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Origin of the family and fate of the mother
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2.8.4
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Religion within the family
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2.9
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Religion as identity
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2.10
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Markings as a woman in the 1960s in Iran
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2.11
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Time of puberty and moving to Karaj
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2.12
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Sports community and their influence
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2.13
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Freedom
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2.14
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Support of the family and perspectives for the future
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2.15
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Network of friends
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Poltical activity in iran
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3.1
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First political questions in the 70ies and politicization
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3.2
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First ideas of the islamic government and promises
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3.3
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Commitment and student movement
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3.4
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Political atmosphere in the time of revolution
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4
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Revolution in 1979
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4.1
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Changes and constraints of freedom
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4.2
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Closing of universities and arrests
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4.3
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Obligatory headscarf für women
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4.4
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Student disturbance
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4.5
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Attack of student dorms
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Prison
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5.1
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Arrest and prison
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5.2
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Relief
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5.3
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Abuse in prison
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5.4
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Hopes
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5.5
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Fate of other inmates
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5.6
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Relief
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5.7
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Emotions of prison
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Reistance after prison-time
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Marriage
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Hidden
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8.1
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Underground
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8.2
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Political activities in hideout
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8.3
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Organisation of resistance of workers
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8.4
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Leaking information
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Escape
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9.1
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On the way to Turkey
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9.2
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Loss of hope after war
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9.3
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Decision for Germany
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9.4
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The way to Germany
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West-Berlin
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10.1
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First impressions of West-Berlin
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10.2
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In West-Berlin without a visa
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10.3
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Feeling of illegality
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10.4
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Illness, rest and healing
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10.5
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Wish for retun
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10.6
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First closer relations outside the party community
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Sexuality
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11.1
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Love, sexuality and crisis in the iranian political commmunity
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11.2
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Coming out as a lesbian
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11.3
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Leaving the party
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11.4
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German lesbian community
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Arrival
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12.1
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Feeling of arriving
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12.2
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Feeling of belonging
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12.3
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Approval and citizenship
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Historical and political developments in Germany
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13.1
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Fall of the Berlin wall
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13.2
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9/11
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Racism
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14.1
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Racist violence on the street
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14.2
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Aggressions and racism in society today
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14.3.1
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After 2015
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14.3.2
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Role of media after 2015
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14.3.3
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Support for queer refugees
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14.3.4
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Refugee policy and responsibilities
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Wishes for german society
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Passing history to the next generation
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Possibility of returning to Iran
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Dreams and hopes
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