|  | 1 | Introduction Gudrun Lintzel |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 2 | Birth and childhood in Silesia during the time of National Socialism |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 2.1 | The family again National Socialism |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 2.2 | Without uniform in the Hitler-Jugend |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 2.3 | Visiting school till the age of 12 in National Socialism |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 2.4 | Child labor |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 2.5 | Ten days in a basement of the polish secret police |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 3 | Escape from Germany to Poland |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 4 | Influence of political events on childhood |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 5 | GDR |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.1 | Mothers depression, moving to Saxony-Anhalt |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.2 | Living in Dessau |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.3 | Displacement in GDR, problems with freedom of speech |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.4 | Similarities between GDR and the Third Reich |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.5 | Influence of war on youth |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.6 | 1951, moving to Berlin |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.7 | Closure of borders between East- and West-Berlin |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.8 | Leaving the GDR without parents |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.9 | Studies and ideology |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.10 | Working as a teacher in Prenzlauer Berg |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.11 | Political suppression |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.12 | Wish for freedom in GDR |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 5.13 | Escape |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 6 | West-Germany |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.1 | Problems with recognition of study-degree from GDR |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.2 | From Berlin-Tempelhof to Stuttgart, an illegal journey |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.3 | Moving to Stuttgart |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.4 | Feeling of relief |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.5 | Occupation of the husband |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.6 | Studying medicine |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.7 | Contact to the East (GDR) |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 6.8 | Parent's move to Stuttgart |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 7 | Making contact with people from Zielona Góra |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 8 | Getting to know the world by motorcycle |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 9 | Talking about the past |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 10 | Poland |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 10.1 | Back to Poland and farewell |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 10.2 | Teaching German in Poland |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  |  | 10.3 | Decision to go to Poland |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 11 | Telling stories in Zielona Góra |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 12 | Life in Saxony-Anhalt |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 13 | Contact with natives in Saxony-Anhalt |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 14 | Understanding and trust through similar experiences |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 15 | Experiences of the husband as being jewish |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 16 | Experiences of polish people in the GDR |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 17 | Contact with natives in Stuttgart |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 18 | Life in Poland |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 19 | Exchange between Poland and the German Federal Republic |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 20 | Borders, travels and controls |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 21 | Passport, entry and exit permit |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 22 | Dishes and food in Stuttgart and Zielona Góra |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 23 | Swabian dialect |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 24 | Receptivity of migrants in Germany |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 25 | Experiences of teaching in a mulitcultural school |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 26 | Mother tongue and dialects |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 27 | Family, acquaintances and memories of Berlin |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 28 | GDR as a prolongation of the Third Reich |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 29 | Peaceful discussion about faith |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 30 | Trauma of war and growing up in an anti-national-socialist family |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 31 | Unheard stories of displaced people |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 32 | Living history |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 33 | Conflicts between Poland and Russia |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 34 | Glorification of Stalin in GDR |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 35 | Continuation of dictatorship and power structures |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 36 | Acquaintances as a defense mechanism during the times of National Socialism |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 37 | Trauma, suffering and awareness |  | 
 
																	
							
							|  | 38 | Dividing Germany, a big mistake |  |