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									Introduction Eva Adam
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									Birth, family and childhood in Budapest, Hungary
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									2.1
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									Family-flat, death of grandparents
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									2.2
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									Lone mother
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									2.3
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									Good memories of childhood with mother
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									2.4
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									Half-siblings
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									2.5
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									Smells of home
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									2.6
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									Kindergarten and work of mother
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									School
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									3.1
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									Musical school and musical background from paternal side
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									3.2
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									Romani-background and discrimination at school
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									3.3
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									Catholic secondary school
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									3.4
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									A solidary teacher
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									3.5
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									Human upbringing and future of the children
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									3.6
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									Being the only Romani at school, support from the teacher
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									3.7
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									.1 Meeting the father for the first time at school
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									3.7.2
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									Difficulties to catch up time with the father
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									3.8
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									Equal treatment by teachers
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									3.9
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									Discrimination in school by class-mates
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									3.10
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									Defence mechanism against racism
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									Mothers experiences with racism
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									Diversity of the Romani population
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									Racism against Romani population
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									Folk music band
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									Germany, Kassel
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									8.1
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									Voluntary social year in Germany, Kassel
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									8.2
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									Working with disabled kids at school
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									Future plans
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									Hungary, Budapest
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									10.1
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									Back to Hungary
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									10.2
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									Studying social work at university
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									10.3
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									Meeting other Romanis, reinforcement of identity
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									10.4
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									Working with drug-addicts
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									10.5
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									Contact with Romani-community
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									10.6
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									Situation of the Romani population in Hungary
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									10.7
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									Antiziganism and racism in Hungary
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									10.7.1
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									A quiet racist country
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									10.7.2
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									Antiziganist series of murders in Tatárszentgyörgy in 2009
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									10.7.3
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									Terrorization of the Romani-population
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									10.7.4
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									Lack of reaction to antiziganism in the hungary government
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									10.7.5
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									Antiziganism in Budapest
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									10.7.6
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									Different kinds of racism
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									10.7.7
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									The role of the police
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									10.7.8
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									Antiziganism in all parts of society
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									10.7.9
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									Movie about antiziganist series of murders in 2009, generalizations
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									10.7.10
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									Privileges and poverty
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									10.7.11
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									Skin colour
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									10.8
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									Further education in an international environment with other Romanis
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									11
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									Berlin
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									11.1
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									Finding work as a social worker in Berlin
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									11.2
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									Decision to leave Hungary
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									11.3
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									Difficulties and passion for the job
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									11.4
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									Hungarian Romani-women and prostitution in Berlin
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									11.5
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									New work in a club as head of education
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									11.6
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									Workshops about antiziganism
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